Hello! :) on this blog you will find a mix of both photographs I have taken myself (unless reblogged) or combinations of letters filled with emotions. I hope you like and enjoy them.

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Do not go hollow into the fray
When your beloved darlings turn to clay
for the love of every martyr’s blood
and your mother’s tears of wishing well

Do not go hollow into the blinding lights
As above, so below, wise men said
Keep your grounds, your motherland, your mother’s hands
On your shaking hand and sweating forehead

Do not go hollow when your time comes
The layers of you, within you, without you
Be like ice, baptize yourself in yourself
Be like ice, rock hard from weightless flaked and hazy fogs

Do not go hollow, finally,
For the greatest of mountains are born from holes
The wisest of men will perish as fools
And the kindest of promises will always be cruel


special thanks to A.Z


Unspoken

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There are things I don’t tell you, like how, after one year of writing a poem about falling out of love with you I fell back in love, and it hurt.
How my subconscious reflex of looking for you in every crowd -desperately, regarding the thousands of kilometers between us-, i still look for the smallest friction of your characteristics.
I still see you on perfectly drawn lips.
Maybe I just found safety in a ghost’s company and am too scared to look for another.
I never made it to third dates ever since. I didn’t tell you that.
I had at least twenty firsts, tho. I didn’t tell you that.
I have a playlist of all the songs you shared. I didn’t tell you that.
I had slept with someone else back then. I didn’t tell you that.
So I will wait for you on my kitchen floor listening to slaapzak and sipping on dry red wine, and if you don’t make it, it’s okay.
And finally if there is a god after death, I’d tell him I tried.


Burds Burds Burds. #sky #silhouette #birds

Burds Burds Burds. #sky #silhouette #birds


Urban life. #ratb #bucharest #bucuresti #urbanphotography

Urban life. #ratb #bucharest #bucuresti #urbanphotography


Play dead to let it skip you this time.

Play dead to let it skip you this time.


open your chest and give shelter
give shelter for the hummingbird
feed it pieces of your heart and grow it to fight
the eagle whose wings cover moonlight in sleepless nights
unbutton your knuckles and stop punching the mirror
unbutton them and caress...

open your chest and give shelter
give shelter for the hummingbird
feed it pieces of your heart and grow it to fight
the eagle whose wings cover moonlight in sleepless nights
 
unbutton your knuckles and stop punching the mirror
unbutton them and caress the reflection of what you were
mould us into butterfly wings to dive deep into muddy rivers
digging for gold that would promise our eyelids an afterlife cover


When I grow up. #feverray #moss #tree #macro #mood

When I grow up. #feverray #moss #tree #macro #mood


TODAY HE WOKE UP AND THE AIR HURT HIS FACE
TODAY HE WOKE UP AND THE CEMETERY WAS EMPTY OF GRACE
THE BURNT-OUT CANDLES ON VETERANS’ GRAVES
CLUMSY TREES AT FULL BLOSSOM RESISTING VIOLENT WINDS
THE SKY SNOWED CIGARETTE ASHES FROM HIS UTOPIA’S 8TH...

TODAY HE WOKE UP AND THE AIR HURT HIS FACE
TODAY HE WOKE UP AND THE CEMETERY WAS EMPTY OF GRACE
THE BURNT-OUT CANDLES ON VETERANS’ GRAVES
CLUMSY TREES AT FULL BLOSSOM RESISTING VIOLENT WINDS
THE SKY SNOWED CIGARETTE ASHES FROM HIS UTOPIA’S 8TH FLOOR
TODAY HE SNOOZED N THE KITCHEN FLOOR
TODAY HE WROTE A POEM
THAT DOESN’T RHYME ANYMORE
A GRIEVING WIDOW IS OUR BELOVED BORE.


arabstateofmind:
“Hall of Mirrors, Slemani, Iraqi Kurdistan. The pieces of broken mirror represent the 182,000 victims of the Anfal campaign, and the lights represent the 5000 Kurdish villages wiped off the map. (x)
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arabstateofmind:

Hall of Mirrors, Slemani, Iraqi Kurdistan. The pieces of broken mirror represent the 182,000 victims of the Anfal campaign, and the lights represent the 5000 Kurdish villages wiped off the map. (x)

(via ablasface)


Regardless of the heretic state of mind
The unwillingness to be kind
You are destined to lay in your bed of cold water.
Surrounding every piece of this filthy skin
Filtering out your mother’s screams for sobriety
to unrecognizable underwater...

Regardless of the heretic state of mind
The unwillingness to be kind
You are destined to lay in your bed of cold water.
Surrounding every piece of this filthy skin
Filtering out your mother’s screams for sobriety
to unrecognizable underwater hums
Your runny, chill, transparent blanket can no longer hide your scars
The cold water can no longer wash away strangers’ kisses,
the lascivious bites with the lust of beasts feasting on a prey.
The wolf has never been mightier than the sheep
Neither the sword has been mightier than this pen
Nor late night blood dripping from your fingers, than this ink
This ink
This voice
This demon
This angel
This ghost
This me
This now
This cry
This dry cheek
This black lung
This state of mind.


chelseahodson:

Inventory #366 (New Year’s Day, 2014), from around the 3-hour mark of my 7-hour performance, Inventory: Under Objects Under Oath (performed October 19, 2014–full video available via Marina Abramovic Institute). 


They wished me a happy christmas and a happy new year. But i never heard from you. #christmas #christmaslights #bucharest #bucuresti #romania #nightlife

They wished me a happy christmas and a happy new year. But i never heard from you. #christmas #christmaslights #bucharest #bucuresti #romania #nightlife


Lets go pray and do everything we hate doing, doesn’t matter since I have you by my side.
#bucharest #bucuresti #sunset #sky #church #fall #autumn

Lets go pray and do everything we hate doing, doesn’t matter since I have you by my side.
#bucharest #bucuresti #sunset #sky #church #fall #autumn


“How is it gonna be when the sun just falls down?
If it just collapses and decides to change galaxies and relocate?
What happens when we will both be on our couch, at noon and it gets dark?
Will we just collapse into each other?!
Seeking safety in...

How is it gonna be when the sun just falls down?
If it just collapses and decides to change galaxies and relocate?
What happens when we will both be on our couch, at noon and it gets dark?
Will we just collapse into each other?!
Seeking safety in each other’s flesh
or we will just run away from each other
Each heading to their own temple begging an anonymous god
For their forgiveness for harmless sins
Will we still love each other in the darkness and the absence of that flaming star, nourishing plants?
Will we settle for millions of glittering stars in the sky and a dark circular rock that was once a shiny moon influencing poets in love?
If today the sun fell off of its place.
I will still love you
I will still remember
each and every act of kindness from my beloved
And love them until we all starve to death.